Tomorrow is day one of my Bikini Body Mommy 3.0 adventure..
I fail miserably at these programs.. they are too strict.. they deprive too much.. they work you too hard.. they don’t work you hard enough..
I have decided to do BBM 3.0 and have accountability partners.. I’m actually running this BBM journey with a few online friends.. I’ll be the one posting the videos and asking for updates from the people who have joined me..
I am hoping that since they will be depending on me to keep them motivated, that it means I will stay motivated myself..
I have decided that I will not be following her meal plan.. I will take the supplements that she has suggested and do her work outs.. I will be increasing my water intake as well.. but I will eat what I like and practice moderation.
Bright at early tomorrow morning I will weigh myself for the first time in over a month.. which will be horrifying.. and I will post it publicly which is even more horrifying..
I went though a depression for that month that I didn’t step on a scale.. and I am a comfort eater..so that doesn’t really bode well for me. I’m not sure what I weigh right now, but I can guarantee that it is more than 200 lbs so I am a bundle of nerves tonight because I know I will not be happy with what I see on the scale.
For now.. I will try not to let it get to me too much.. but seeing as I am writing about it.. it’s not easy to not think of.
I am not sure how regularly I will be posting about it here as I will be posting it in the womens group that I am in and posting it on Instagram.. But I will try to keep you updated.. My invisible reader.. who is so invisible that it doesn’t show in the stats that you have read my blog entries.
My 11 year old is so independent.. She has always found a way to look at the bright side.. She didn’t do her laundry over the weekend so I told her to put her laundry in the wash when she got home last night & I would put it in the dryer when she was in bed.
I was still making dinner because it was my first time making cabbage rolls.. Not realizing that it was an all day meal..
I was also dealing with a
So I had a hot bath to try working out the ache..
And the baby was very clingy because as dictates childhood.. She is suffering from separation anxiety.. She has been more and more clingy as she has realized that mommy working is going to be a regular thing.
While I was in the bath I kept imagining a Wolf spider crawling out of my overflow drain.. Then when I stopped seeing that I saw Elans stuffed bird eating spider doing the same..
I freaked out and leapt out of the tub.. Wondering how a 30 year old woman still let her imagination get the better of her.
Anyway.. With all of that I forgot my older girls clothes.. I realized that when I was sleeping this morning and stirred a little when I heard the shower going.
My sweet.. Independent.. Chipper girl.. Went downstairs with the laundry card.. Switched the laundry herself.. Came up.. Got everything else ready for school while she waited for her clothes..
And when I apologized for not putting her clothes in the dryer.. She apologized for not telling me she did this morning but she as in the shower..
This morning could have gone sooooo much worse..
I really do have the best daughters in the world..
Now I feel like such a bad mom.. 😛
This morning was a panic.. My laundry card ate my money and didn’t add it to the balance.. I had to put more money on the card in order to do laundry..
Which in turn made laundry take longer than planned. My clothes were still in the dryer with 20 minutes to go when I had to head to work.
I grabbed my uniform and went to work 15 minutes before my shift was supposed to start and got there with 3 minutes to spare.. Close call.. But I made it.
Today at work was uneventful.. I haven’t yet learned all of my duties so it kept me thinking. I ended up staying 15 minutes late because I thought I was done 3 times before I was actually done.
Tonights dinner was a stir fry with Asian 5 spice.. I love it.. Plus it has ginger in it and I am fighting a mild cold.. Which is annoying more than anything else..
I blame my family for getting me sick.. My boyfriend got sick at work.. My 11 year old got sick at school.. They gave it to the baby.. All 3 of them finally got me..
I actually had to get tylenol at work because my headache was so bad. 😛
Question: what is your favourite Asian dish to make & can I have the recipe to try it out?