Tomorrow is day one of my Bikini Body Mommy 3.0 adventure..
I fail miserably at these programs.. they are too strict.. they deprive too much.. they work you too hard.. they don’t work you hard enough..
I have decided to do BBM 3.0 and have accountability partners.. I’m actually running this BBM journey with a few online friends.. I’ll be the one posting the videos and asking for updates from the people who have joined me..
I am hoping that since they will be depending on me to keep them motivated, that it means I will stay motivated myself..
I have decided that I will not be following her meal plan.. I will take the supplements that she has suggested and do her work outs.. I will be increasing my water intake as well.. but I will eat what I like and practice moderation.
Bright at early tomorrow morning I will weigh myself for the first time in over a month.. which will be horrifying.. and I will post it publicly which is even more horrifying..
I went though a depression for that month that I didn’t step on a scale.. and I am a comfort eater..so that doesn’t really bode well for me. I’m not sure what I weigh right now, but I can guarantee that it is more than 200 lbs so I am a bundle of nerves tonight because I know I will not be happy with what I see on the scale.
For now.. I will try not to let it get to me too much.. but seeing as I am writing about it.. it’s not easy to not think of.
I am not sure how regularly I will be posting about it here as I will be posting it in the womens group that I am in and posting it on Instagram.. But I will try to keep you updated.. My invisible reader.. who is so invisible that it doesn’t show in the stats that you have read my blog entries.
I hate myself for even typing that.. Hahahaha
It is Friday.. It is payday.. I have the whole weekend off.. And I am having a nap as soon as I am done this blog..
So many reasons to be happy at this very moment 🙂
A girlfriend of mine stopped by today and bossed me around *cough*
She ordered food..
And paid for it..
I could totally tell that it is Friday today.. I was all thumbs.. O.o
I dropped a sandwich off of a solid surface.. Without even picking it up!
Now that takes talent..
I forgot to add a persons egg to their egg sandwich.. That takes Jenius with a capital J..
And I forgot to bring my bank card with me to work on payday..
I am all kinds of awesome today!
So how is your beautiful Friday going?
How is it that I can remember where the baby tylenol is when the last time I used it was 6 months ago.. But I can’t remember where my darn glasses are that I use every day???
Is it mom brain or am I just losing it???
I negotiated my hours and my boss took it as me quitting. So I gave her the hours I am available for 2 weeks notice.. I am on my way to my shift now and am prepared to give her hours if I keep this job and turn down the New one.. But she treated me like I had already quit.
I don’t know how she will react when I do.. But she threw a fit when I told her I couldn’t keep working 9 hour shifts for her when I asked for part time and less than 24 hours a week.
Since when was what I asked unreasonable? They hired me knowing this.. They agreed to it.. Now they don’t like it.. And they are telling me I am taking back what I said?? I said evenings on emergency only.. Saturday on emergency only.. Right at my interview..
Bah.. I hate negotiating.. I either push too hard or cave.. I can never find a middle ground.
Can someone lend me their glasses until I find my own?? I am night blind without mine.. Haha..