Tomorrow is day one of my Bikini Body Mommy 3.0 adventure..
I fail miserably at these programs.. they are too strict.. they deprive too much.. they work you too hard.. they don’t work you hard enough..
I have decided to do BBM 3.0 and have accountability partners.. I’m actually running this BBM journey with a few online friends.. I’ll be the one posting the videos and asking for updates from the people who have joined me..
I am hoping that since they will be depending on me to keep them motivated, that it means I will stay motivated myself..
I have decided that I will not be following her meal plan.. I will take the supplements that she has suggested and do her work outs.. I will be increasing my water intake as well.. but I will eat what I like and practice moderation.
Bright at early tomorrow morning I will weigh myself for the first time in over a month.. which will be horrifying.. and I will post it publicly which is even more horrifying..
I went though a depression for that month that I didn’t step on a scale.. and I am a comfort eater..so that doesn’t really bode well for me. I’m not sure what I weigh right now, but I can guarantee that it is more than 200 lbs so I am a bundle of nerves tonight because I know I will not be happy with what I see on the scale.
For now.. I will try not to let it get to me too much.. but seeing as I am writing about it.. it’s not easy to not think of.
I am not sure how regularly I will be posting about it here as I will be posting it in the womens group that I am in and posting it on Instagram.. But I will try to keep you updated.. My invisible reader.. who is so invisible that it doesn’t show in the stats that you have read my blog entries.
I dropped my baby off with her sitter today early so they could go to playgroup.. I can’t wait to see how it went. Hopefully she is napping right now as she usually takes 2-3 hour naps starting around 1:30pm..
Since I had some me time I decided to surprise my boyfriend with breakfast & his monstrosity of a drink which has so much sugar in it you could go into a diabetic coma at the smell of it.
I got myself a coffee and breakfast sandwich while I was there.. Then wolfed back the sandwich as fast as I could and guzzled the coffee as I was approaching work.. Feeling unjustifiably guilty..
You see I work at Treats.. Where they serve coffee and breakfast sandwiches.. And I bought my coffee & breakfast from Timothy’s.. So I felt like I was cheating on my own store.. Which I know is ridiculous there is nothing wrong with the breakfast or coffee where I work.. Timothy’s was just closer..
That darn rhinovirus is starting to go away so apparently there is a god.. Or.. My body realized I have an immune system.. Whichever is more plausible..
(I am an atheist ’nuff said)
I only forgot 2 minor details at work.. So my brain is defogging. After a crazy 3 days! I can feel my IQ rising woot..
Wait a minute.. Where did woot come from?
Scratch the IQ thing..
Tonight for dinner is Italian night. Spaghetti, garlic bread & tums! Yippee!
What is your favourite Italian dish?
I have a cold.. One that kept me up most of the night with sore sinuses and a stuffed nose.. My throat is in fire and I had to have a hot shower and hot soup to clear me enough to attempt to sleep..
It was a beautiful day out today which meant business was slow at work.. And now that I am off.. Of course it is raining..
Where was that when I needed it??
Oh well.. I did better today at work than I did yesterday.. I remembered more things.. Still needed to be reminded about a few obvious things.. But my co-workers seem to be very patient with me.
I must be doing something right.. They want me to fill a temporary fulltime shift from the 7th of November for 2 weeks..
It says: You aren’t screwing up so bad..
Rather than: ack we have no one.. Big mama can’t even get her lunch chores done on time!
So that makes me happy.. As does ye extra money I will be getting for it..
Fingers crossed that my boyfriend has closing shifts so we can make the hours worthwhile.
I can’t wait to get home and hold my baby in my arms.. I need to sit down and relax after the crazy day my body has been putting me through.
All I can think about right now is food.. It is breakfast for dinner tonight.. I am thinking pancakes & scrambled eggs.. Something quick and easy..
I have nothing interesting to add. Perhaps I will after dinnertime.
Question: What is your favourite Breakfast for dinner meal?